Not to sound cliche, but my life.
Im blessed, what can I say? Im so thankful that God has given me the life I have. I never saw myself married with a son at this point in my life, but I am beyond thankful for both of those things. My son has given me more joy in the past month than I could ever explain, I truley feel that I was supposed to be a mom, it's completely exhausting.. but I wouldn't trade it for anything :) ...well, maybe some sleep ;)
Im thankful that even with my new little lovebug, I can still finish school... I know that not every gets that opportunity, but my family is making it possible for me. a HUGE hug for all of them.
Im thankful that I have the friends I do, Yes.. everyone says this, but I don't know where I would be with out them, especially the last couple of years..between tears, late night phone calls, deployments,pregnancy, running off to get married, jumping planes to tropical islands, and who knows what else..they have supported my every single (almost) decesion. Love you all :)
Im thankful for my husband...
Don't get me wrong, Im super happy that I get to spend the holidays with my family and friends, but in a way I feel guilty that he is roaming around in a foreign country doing who knows what..I find myself being constantly torn between feeling an overwhelming pride and overwhelming guilt...I just wish he was able to see Aiden's 1st holidays, but I know he's here in heart. ... maybe once these crazy postpardom hormones calm down I'll be normal again haha.
Im thankful for so many more things, but those are some highlights..
I miss you handsome, Goodnight <3
<3 you, <3 this
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