Pre-homecoming jitters.

My mind is a bit everywhere right now.

I guess that happens when it FINALLY hits you that you'll be getting your husband back any day now...I really feel like I could throw up any second. Gross.

My mind has been so enveloped in moving,aiden,working,setting up the house,worries & life to stop and think about much. Honestly, I like it that way...when I have too much time on my hands my mind just runs, and then it gets to where I can't sleep and believe me, the world isn't a better place when I dont sleep ;) haha.

Its 10:30 at night in hawaii right now,  and since about 7ish this is what I have accomplished:

• Swept & mopped the floors
•  cleaned my counter tops
• Swept and moped the floors (not a typo, I did this twice)
• wiped down the insides of the cabinets
• did 2 loads of laundry
• Sterlized a bunch of aidens toys, and ruined a couple in the process
• Cleaned the downstairs bathroom
• picked up his toys
• rearranged the junk drawer
• put a picture in a frame
• Took the picture out, switched it....then proceeded to put the 1st one back

I am a nervous wreck, can ya tell?

It might seem silly, and you may be thinking...your getting your husband back! Why aren't you more excited?? HECK YES - I AM EXCITED....but there is more than just excitment; I would be lying if I didn't say I had those "pre homecoming jitters" and had those lingering questions in my head. The "Will he still think im pretty?" "Will he like what I did with the house?" " Does he still love me the way he did when he left?"

Realistically - the answer to all of those is Yes.

But, I'm a girl. (Stating the obvious)

I know how Pat feels about me, and I know he loves me, of course. I can't explain it...it runs through your head anyway. I guess it just comes with the territory

 

So without completely throwing OPSEC out the window...I can  hang out with him this weekend... I can text him, I can finally wake up beside him.

I thank the good LORD ABOVE for all of those things.

Pat,

See ya at homecoming ;)

I Love you, this you know.

Kels xoxo